March 27th 2014,
Well. What’s up ?
I have fasted during a few days and I rather badly lived it in fact. Palpitation as Hafid when he is in lack of cocaine and difficulties falling asleep in this double bed where I sleep alone like an idiot. But I need to cleanse myself for the arrival of the spring!
The Marie-Antoinette of last time (the one who had cooked me a salad of rice) continues to send me many texts so that I fuck her again. But the more she writes me and the less I’m interested. I feel oppressed as a voter of the FN would be by Nicolas Sarkozy. That’s why you do not ceaselessly have to re-open the girls: the lack of affection scares off. And then, I already have Virginie thus I am not going to make a commitment in several relations at the same time. And I tell you all that with eyes of cute kitten.
With the inhabitant of Lyon, we keep in touch! We chat a lot in fact. I think that we created a link between the friendship and the attraction during these 3 days of non-stop sex. It’s kinda cool. Besides, it is a useful friendship, when you know how beautiful she is: I shall have not too much problems in exchanging her if ever we go to a partner-swapping club.
Otherwise, concerning the hot seller with the light blue eyes: she pissed me off. Seriously, she is exciting but I gave up fucking her. Knowing that she had already cancelled last Saturday, that’s what she had the cheek to answer my new proposal:
Me : On Saturday it is good or not?
Her : Saturday , it’s in a long time [3 days in fact]
Me : I am just having the impression that you’re making fun of me in fact! It’s a pity I like you
Her : Me too
Me : Well answer honestly: have you decided to turn me on for fun or did you really plan to visit me and have orgasms?
Her : I really think of coming, I am slightly too old to turn on guys in the unique purpose to raise my capacity of self-confidence
Me : Well that’s what I thought, I liked your state of mind and your body … I would have been hardly disappointed but here I am reassured! Thus the thing it is that next week I am not at all available it would be really awesome if you could block me your Saturday, you will see you will not regret it and will ask for coming back
Her : I would tell you that; but having a work and a high school diploma) in preparation, free Saturdays evenings are rather rare … even nonexistent, I will tell you, good night Fabrice
Obviously, no more news for 15 days and the excuse of the high school diploma in literature it is naturally some shit… When you want you can: it is the only thing to be kept in mind. Moreover, her message was full of spelling mistakes, so she really has to work hard to have her diploma I guess. She pretends that she is different, that she has an open mind and everything but finally that seems to be bullshit all what comes out of her mouth (not even a mouth of sucker). Maybe I am on waiting list while she checks if she can bang one or several other guys. She is not like the others, she is worse because she sells dreams to innocent men (I’m very innocent). It is all the same sad that it is necessary to pray the girls for making them come with my Niger size sex. Thus for my part it is finished this story, these kids piss me off. If she contacts me again by herself that will be OK but otherwise I deleted her number and the file is closed.
Irrelevant but: I thought again about the friend of the girl of the ice cubes, the one who had pissed me off sleeping with the music and moving in the bed till 5 am… but who also had invited me in her big awesome house, with a swimming pool like in a movie and at least 10 James Bond cars in her garden. In brief, I dunno I want to screw her again at the moment (it has been 2-3 days since that lasts and I do not manage to go limp with my non-circumcised sex but I don’t dare to visit my regular doctor). I see again in my sleep her breasts (breasts like that, that must be heavy, needs to make them profitable), her buttocks, her quite wet pussy when I lick it and then her attractive smile. I am maybe going to send her a small message if I find the time!
This afternoon, I saw Virginie. She : I do not fuck her, I make love to her wildly. Really, there is a shade (one of the fifty shades of Grey) there. Then, she is smart this girl… Moreover I learnt that she has IQ 136 (we are labelled gifted child > 130) and that it can affect the relations. Because me too I have a big one (btw I’m talking about IQ) I say to myself that there is really something precious between this girl and me, I don’t want to lose her. Especially that we begin to really fuck… and she comes faster and faster. Finally I want to say: she has to trust me or I dunno what but she came 4 times in the afternoon then we rested in front of the movie Cloclo. When I think that we almost stopped seeing each other because of her friends, pff, that would have been a pity. In fact they told her “you start caring about him then stops seeing him or that risks to hurt you later” except that in their “serious” relations of couple to them it is exactly similar. It is the quite rotten logic of certain girls who are pain in the ass “there is a good moment to live there but I advise you not to live it because after that risk to hurt, then hurt yourself now by forbidding yourself to see him”. Ridiculous.
Let us go now into… the heart of the subject. Let us handle the current events… in depth. A girl approached me on Adopt. A nurse who works on the intensive care in Marseille. Because she is next to death on a daily basis, she knows the price of life… not like all these small idiots conditioned by our overprotected society. So : she does not make fuss, she has fun when she has the opportunity because she knows that life can finish at any time. Consequently, she liked very much my blog and told me that it excited her because I seemed to be a good lover in bed. And also that my style reminded her Bukowski. Okay.
(Her photos were ugly. I’m not saying that she was ugly on the pictures, just that her photos were badly taken or badly lit or poor quality. Her, she had something and I felt her rather well in fact. Needs to listen to your instinct sometimes without trying too much to understand. The trying to pick up was a little weird : she wanted that we meet up in a hotel halfway between her home and at my home… that is to say in Plan de campagne. Yeah, I had neither desire for bringing my ass over there nor to pay 50€ for a night then it was boring and that’s it. But by certain aspects, she compensated her weird ideas. It was funny in fact, by texts I made obscene remarks to her and I liked her answers :
– do you know that I am going to make you come like never tomorrow?
– oh really who told you I’m gonna come ?
– my little finger
– good repartee. Well, if you manage to make me come then you can give me a forfeit, anything you want.
– the bets are placed.
In brief, she came to see me in Aix this evening and we fucked after 5 minutes by starting in the elevator. She was anxious to keep her bra and her garter belt blacks (or I dunno how’s that is called this kind of tights that stops in the middle of thighs): in fact that excited me, this dressed/undressed. Her skin was very smooth, her legs fine, attractive tits not big nor small with nice little nipples and her buttocks in doggy-style made me hard. She wanted to keep her bra all the time, I’ve still not understood why. When I took her doggy-style (with beatings) she moved her vagina except that sometimes as a consequence she twisted my cock or except that I put knocks against her wall and that hurt me then I caught her and immobilized her “stop moving”… it turned her on like crazy ! Please do not come telling me anymore that it is necessary to treat girls like princesses when you see how much some like to be submitted. In brief, she came twice in doggy-style and she did not stop telling me that I knew how to do it well and that I was good. It is cool all these compliments. When a girl enjoys her life like that, I think of all these bitches who patronize me as soon as I talk about sex. And well that is what you miss to be also formated, floozies. And the little seller there, well here we are, she prefers to stay at her home masturbating or watching TV rather than coming to impale herself on a real very hard tail. For advice more authentic than the lips of Angelina Jolie to improve your on-line game: read Secrets for seducing on the Internet. You will see that we can make love quickly and simply with quality girls.
After knocks, the nurse asked me “do you believe that we shall see again each other?” hmm well yes… and because I had won my bet, her forfeit will be to find a girl to make a threesome. Ah yeah because I did not specify but she is bi… a real one. Btw, logically, because she came twice, I should give her two forfeit. She is rather cool, calm, very quiet. Important detail: she looked rather intelligent. For the anecdote, she found out my profile by looking for vegetarians/vegans because she is too. It is not so much for reasons of health like me, she, it is rather to save animals. So noble! And also, she said that vegetarians had almost no cancers. The only negative thing (which made me freak out) it is when she asked me “it is a little late to ask you but, were you detected?
– yeah I have nothing and you ?
– me neither, I am detected every month because in my service many of my patients are AIDS-patients but don’t worry I have nothing and if I had the slightest doubt I would be in emergencies making a combination therapy.” Woaw, in fact the words like “AIDS” make the hypochondriacs like me freak out. Well, we protected ourselves after all thus I am not afraid… except when she sucked me (she sucks very well moreover and I have in a run-up of egoism come twice in her mouth). I have read that the fellatio does not transmit it unless both protagonists bleed. Well, needs that I calm down. I am really too much put under stress at the moment… and I make a lot of bullshit. Finally minor things like passing in front of my car 3 times in the parking without seeing it then I did panic, not managing to count my money in the toll or losing my credit card. I hope that I will not have a big problem , I need to regain self-control before!
In the street after having walked her back, I gave money to tramps. I don’t know why but well I wanted to. In brief, that will regild maybe a little my karma. Her, she went to sleep at her ex, because it is what she had planned in case I was an old ugly pervert (and then that arranged me, I do not want that a third person hears the sadomasochist frenzies that I murmur in my sleep). She told him that she was in a party. In brief, in my opinion she is again going to have a hard time and tomorrow she will have difficulty in walking. May her sex rest in peace.
May the God of the Game be with you !