Author: Fabrice Julien PUA

This field report is related to the field report of the 07/04/2013.

June 30th 2012,

Sandra is one of my friends of the high school of whom I had lost sight since a moment because she did up several times her first year of medicine and because she now lives in Marseille… But I set foot almost never in this yucky city!

My relation with this girl was always special, I thought for a long time that she would be the woman of my life and the mother of my children although her legs open faster than a Google page. I’m not saying that I didn’t think to other girls but when she was there, no other one existed. What a lot of bullshit I made because of her! It was irrational because I did not see her often either but well « Out of sight, out of mind » does not really apply any more since we have the social networks. I was trapped, she was my Odette de Proust. I guess that I idealized her because she was not apparently the one who lived in my spirit, but I took time to realize it. It is not that I doubted my capacity to create interest with another one, but I was persuaded well and truly that she was THE woman whom I needed. Then, I waited for her, for a long time… The irony is : I am sure that it is this one itis which handicaped me and prevented from possessing her. She probably contributed strongly to what I became, by breaking my heart (boo boo). That would have been able to be different my dear, so bad that we both are so stupid and proud.

In brief, further to an invitation, she came visiting me in Aix: « Hello, party at my place on Saturday, come that is going to cheer you up » ; « I am not depressed but your message pleases me, I am going to come with a friend. »

Once everybody arrive, we let people party in the Lounge and we went to my room with Sandra the brunette and her friend Laura the blonde. We flirted a little, we made eyes, we touched more or less innocently, we took photos in naughty positions any tongues outside then Sandra informed her friend and told her: « I dare you to kiss him! » Now Laura jumped at the opportunity for kissing me (not specially drunk in addition if I trust her breath), and then challenged Sandra : « Your turn now! » Wow, I like being a man AND a sexual object ! I gathered both as we alternate Advil and Doliprane when we are stupid and sick… We got along well all three, even if it is obvious that Laura has the IQ of a Barbie (as well as the physical appearance, fortunately for her) and that amuses Sandra a lot to make fun of her friend. Me too btw, but politely : you know my legendary tact…

I said to Laura, like that, just for fun : « when do we make love ?
– Right now if you want… » I skip some useless events. At about 2 am, Sandra decided to go back home because she was tired (supposedly: she had too much fucked the day before with her Regular Sex Friend) then I took her aside by putting the blonde away, and told her that I would like to have her for me alone. She answered me that, for that, I should go to see her in Marseille ! I kissed her again, but this time, there was no more the pretext of the game to kiss in a hot way (deep kisses) ! We spoke again on Skype this morning and I went to see her in Marseille to spend the night with her. But this euphoria and this vain joy had a price: by leaving, I ran a red light, lost 4 points and paid 90€ of fine … It was less good.

Back in the narrative of the party : Once my two favorite dolls left, I was feeling « full of confidence ». I remember that another friend had invited a girl called Aurélie who told me: « I have already seen you somewhere …
– We certainly already kissed in a club », I spontaneously answered (It was a joke obviously seen that I did not know her, but she was a floozy conceited inhabitant of Aix, needless to say that it excites me!) It turns out that I had sent her in fact a poke one year or two ago which she had never answered! I still wonder how she was able to remember it (she probably doesn’t have a lot of things to think of or then she is a crazy weird psycho)… Then, I photographed people, moreover one shall say what we want but the one who has the camera has the power in the party, And at the moment, I photographed an English who started speaking to me (drunk). She took her coat while informing me that she went to the nightclub with her friends. I told her : « No, I want you to stay.
– Me too I wanna stay but they want to leave… » And at that very moment, I kissed her ! I remember it well because her answer surprised me, she told me « thank you ». It is maybe a custom across the Channel. Thus, the party continued… and at 3:30 am, we went into town with the last people who had stayed at my home. There, I realized with bewilderment that half of the club was in my apartment a few hours before! It was me the boss YEAHHHHH!!!!!

I spotted the English, have kissed her again immediately without other shape of trial. I stuck her to a wall then continued… After a while I took more and more initiatives : I fiddled with her more and more. At about 5 am, while I was occupied with making comings and goings on her clit through her jeans, she told me with her adorable accent « in order to do this, we have to go to your place ! »

Besides, pleasant surprise, when I got up naked : my roommate and her bestah already were cleaning everything. A clean flat in the morning : it made my day.

Good job, ladies.

May the God of the Game be with you!

This field report is related to the field report of the 03/10/2013.

April 1st 2012,

Yesterday night, I went out on Le cours Mirabeau with the cock out of my pant and we made a big orgy in La Rotonde. I screwed 50 girls in a raw and I even made a little bit more. APRIL FOOL !

In reality, it was less glamorous. The day before yesterday, I ruminated on Doctissimo section « male fantasies » and, suddenly, I felt that I found my back Modjo in a glass of rosé. MIRACLE ! Then I called Hafid and we decided to go out.

«When I enter the club, I have the hard one, all the pussies of the whores are wet, it is easy » says a contemporary poet. It is a little bit true in my case. I turned up in one of the clubs which abounds most pre-pubescent teenagers of the city center. Fortunately, my look crossed the look of a girl of my age, who danced with a kid. She maintained my eye contact, I maintained her EC. She spoke with her friend without breaking the EC with me and this one doubtless eyed up me to estimate me in her turn. It is the typical case of the girl who wants that you approach her then that you kiss her because she asks for the validation of her buddy. I’ll spare you the details, I went there, told her two or three mythical lines, she laughed about my nerve and I kissed her. We spent a long moment kissing tenderly and more wildly… Then she went back home by presenting me with a « you’re so handsome you ».

Fuck, that does not happen to me every day that we tell me that so it excited me and made her shoot up in my respect. Once alone, I wondered if I was going to return to my place or staying in the club and continue to pick up. Finally, I left because I was in seventh heaven (I wanted to stay very positive).

At home, I rushed at the computer and added her on Facebook then I sent her a private message (soft) to give her the opportunity to give me her phone number. She seized the opportunity, I thus proposed her a date in the sun after class. She accepted and I kissed her again (by surprise but not that much) while she waited her bus to go back.

The next day (thus today), I suggested her coming to watch a movie at my home with me : she looked enthusiastic. We did not watch a movie, I fucked her to create links instead. This girl has the look which ignites when she is naked : very naughty eyes. I contented with admiring the situation in which I found myself while I took her doggy-style thanks to the mirror which I installed in my room. I even played the bird when she did not look at me. It feels good to take up with the success. When she left me, I stuck an enormous fish in her back (paper eh, not a frozen food).

Well, because I have some time and because it is the subject which interests everybody (The men will recognize themselves there and the women try to understand us better) I am going to develop those « male fantasies » I was talking about earlier.

1) Making love with two women : Two girls to my service to satisfy the slightest of my desires… What else ? It is the typical fantasy of the alpha male dominating at the head of his harem. Not to mention what could take place under my eyes during the party: « a woman with a women ». It’s OK, I’m hard.

2) Having sex in public: My excitement soars in arrow when I realize that I could be surprised. Making love outdoors, in a park, an alley, or in a public place: It is a desire to break the routine, to take risks, to make rise the adrenalin. In brief, to feel alive.

3) Fucking a girl with a buddy: If possible, the girl of the buddy or an unknown one. The one is set in mouth while the other one does things without delicacy then we exchange. I believe that it is necessary whether it is a good buddy with whom there is not competition anymore for a long time or then a guy whom we hardly know and whom we absolutely don’t care about. The girl is filled, it is the happiness for everybody. In the same vein, I am also stimulated by the scenarios of squared party (two couples mixing) or downright of carnal orgies. The more, the merrier ! PS : I have nothing against the double penetration.

4) The pupil, the nurse, the stewardess : The fantasy of the girl in flower, the woman as a sex object, the uniform… And taking advantage of it, in the middle of the role play, to administer a small correction (if she likes it) to my partner. There’s nothing like a spanking or there’s nothing like a stalk of authority to put her in appetite !

5) The Sadomasochism : Suffering and making suffer with delicacy and refinement. Attach, give orders, humble, or on the contrary, submit and answer all the feminine desires. Softer : pepper my romps of some salacious words.

6) She swallows: Seeing that no drop of my sperm is wasted gives me the sensation of the accomplished duty. A woman who swallows, it is a greedy woman or a subdued woman. In both cases, difficult not to fantasize!

7) The deep throat: Watching my yard disappearing completely in the mouth of my partner, it is very cool.

8) The mature woman: She is popular thanks to her experience and to her know-how. Easy to court, often naughty and in search of strong sensations and of fresh flesh. Most: if she is married childless.

9) Naughty photos and hot movies: The scantily dressed naughty poses, the positions glamours at the heart of the action : long life to naughty text messages, the sex by telephone and the live shots. I adore the girls who leave aside their shyness to have fun (The striptease is very also a true turn-on, but little dare unfortunately). Other connected fantasy: making a porn or an amateur movie.

10) Realizing her fantasies (that pleases me to please her) :
– There are the erotic scenes inNine ½ Weeks which inspire me, in particular when Mickey Rourke uses an ice cube to make Kim Basinger shiver of all her body. Let’s take out the ingredients of the refrigerator: ice cubes, yoghurt, jam, but also, champagne, strawberries, everything is good to cover the body and get drunk together.
– A lightning visit and a quicky without preliminary.
– The elevator is a place certainly dumped but in high erotic potential, especially in the workplace. There are even some that the possibility of being watched excites. Other choices there : Cinema, public transportation, parks, toilet of restaurants, changing rooms, the train, the municipal swimming pool…
– In a car, making love on the back seat, or astride. Even more surprising : Let’s run up to the seaside and let’s park opposite, to increase our pleasure in this sublime place.
– The fantasy of forced love is real at many woman’s, as demonstrated it the movie of Almodovar with Victoria Abril held byAntonio Banderas. Attached, bandaged eyes, etc. : All what you have to do is ask.
– Making love with several men in a row. More we are, more she enjoys? Going up to the bukkake?
– Offering to another woman: the lesbian fantasy is spread enough (the prohibition, the search for the sexual osmosis).
– Team up with an older guy: generally, for the experience and the lifestyle.
– The guys in uniform (or the ripped men with a big dick) become sexual objects in the eyes of some. I disguise as what? Fireman, serviceman…?
– Certain girls fantasize over the swapping, apparently. Cool.
– Making love with an unknown: consuming a wild and short-lived meeting. I am a little bit a specialist !
– If you too like very much being called « master » down from your heels do not forget that I can sodomize you as well.
– Give way in the middle of nowhere or under a hot rain. I have the half-hard one only to write it.
– Fucking a star to boast with her friends or simply realizing her fantasies of groupie.
– Having sex with Cyprineman (I understand you), get in line.

Han han ! May the God of the Game be with you !

This field report is related to the field report of the 12/31/2013.

February 28th 2012,

The inevitable happened, such the mononucleosis contaminating two teenagers who kiss, the temptation to be in couple contaminated me when I met a blonde cutie. Everything began last week, I received to my surprise the friend request on Facebook of an attractive Smurfette. A hot chick who adds you like that, it is the dream of every heterosexual who respects himself. It is little bit like at the time of MSN when we had a new contact and when we asked « who is it ? » hoping whether it was a hottie but in fact, it was just an old buddy of whom we had lost sight for quite a while and of whom we strictly didn’t care. Or a ugly girl who begged our saint dick through an obnoxious trap.

In brief, by digging a little with my usual tact « WHO ARE YOU ? DID WE KISS IN A CLUB ? », I discovered why she had sent me this friend request. Three months ago, I had sent her a poke and my profile had caught her attention but she was in a “serious” relationship. Now that she had broken up, she wanted me to be the one who was going to make her forget her painful separation. Which just goes to show that you should never lose hope… it is what we call a long-term investment. We chatted during a few hours on a Sunday morning, then I conclude the conversation by a legendary : « Well, here is my number 06 XX XX XX XX, but do not take advantage of it to harass me.
– I never harass people.
– Make good use of it all the same! 😉 » I disadvise the use of suspension points « … » which often imply weird and recommends rather the use of the wink more connoted « I’m teasing you » or even absolutely nothing and letting her imagination work. Furthermore, when a girl does not know if you are kidding or if you are serious, that can add some sexual tension. What really added sexual tension : the naughty pics she sent me.

We then agreed on a meeting and at the end of this one, I asked innocently: « Can I give you a kiss ?
– Yes… » And there, in her most great surprise, I French kissed her without any hesitation. She doubtless expected any weakling’s kiss… She had not understood yet with whom she had to deal, the unsuspicious girl. A little later, after she wrote me a text I answered with an agitator : « About the kisses, I’m pretty sure that we can do better than that ! » I suggested seeing again by going to the movies ; and she could sleep at my place with me of course (gallantry!). Finally, she came to my place, but I just screwed her because we missed the hour of the session and then honestly, it was not really our point. She made a resistance for the principle which I by-passed by licking her lips through her panties (and no, she was not wearing her string on the mouth). Fuck : she wanted a relation of couple. I was in reality not about to sign for a doggy style and a kiss on the forehead but for the marriage, the house, the dog and the kids.

An attractive girl, smart, etc. but especially very attractive: it is a magnificent trophy for the buddies, that makes you proud with your parents, (especially dad). Furthermore, she increases your value in the street. It is a kind of ideal, it’s somewhat as if, for once, I had found a darling “at my level”. It is subjective because, of course, most of people imagine being better than they are in reality, from an objective point of view. It is not a bad thing, because that allows to become and do better : the modesty castrates. But I quickly became disenchanted: she had not much social life, lived far (in a lost village)… What maybe explains that she was open for an Internet date. Otherwise, she supposedly liked sex so much with me while because all her ex were « bad in bed » (I’m just quoting). Does she tell it to everybody? I don’t think so, I think that indeed 90 % of the male population is downright disappointing on the horizontal plan.

Besides, it is girl’s who acts like a princess, at the foot of whom are all the boys : I wrong-footed her. I acted with a casualness and a “I don’t care” attitude rather visible which seduced her. It pissed me off because she was hopeless, when she came to see me at Aix, she wanted that I pay her the parking at 2€ for one night while I accommodated her. Why not the gasoline too ? She was not satisfied either that we paid the restaurant once her once me. As for the movies, let’s not speak about it, it was necessary to her that she eats her salty popcorns otherwise she threw a tantrum. It is by trailing round me in the street that I really cut her case : looking at other attractive girls, hot heuuuu sorry cute, approachable and certainly not more boring allowed me to put things in perspective. I then declared her that I was willing that we see each other from time to time for the pleasure of the senses, she answered that she was going to present me to her parents. I answered « no thank you, good bye ».

Good bye. May the God of the Game be with you !

This field report is related to the field report of the 02/28/2013.

Part 1 : My birthday 2012

February 26th 2012,

The party of my birthday was yesterday. I am going to tell you the details which I remember (and fortunately that there are photos to help my mischievous memory). Btw, thanks to all the morrons which specified « 23 years old » on my wall, it has been ten days since I lie to a girl by saying that I am 28, just to screw her.

In brief. I organized a small party in which I invested a lot:
– Inflatable swimming pool in my apartment ‘filled with alcohol (diluted otherwise that is too expensively for a modest student very humble) and balloons;
– Several heatings so that the girls get naked more spontaneously (AHAHAH) ;
– Tropical decorations stuck on walls (if it not the girls that I stuck to the walls) ;
– All kinds of accessories : sunglasses, wigs, flower necklaces, plastic palm trees, water guns heuuuu vodka guns, cuddly monkeys, small ducks and frogs for the swimming pool, megaphones, hats which speak (btw a guy of the party will go to Griffondor) and small lamps for a stylish lighting… ;
– Small incentive words stuck almost everywhere in the apartment: « GET NAKED », « STRIP POKER », « WHEEL OF FUN » (french kiss, black room with…, lap danse, slap …, get topless, take a shot, kiss without tongue), etc. ;
– A black room in my bathroom : black curtain, mattress on the bathtub, pillows, condoms and I had removed bulbs ;
– Girls who looked so much spread in their nice tiny shorts;
– In my great disappointment, none of my friends found relevant to pay me a stripper. I am going to have to change my social circle.

I created an event-shock on Facebook « Hello everybody, my friends (and patches) ! As you know, it is soon the most important event of the year : my birthday ! Here is the event where I invite you for my birthday (feel flattered) : We turn the heating to full capacity and we make a summer party !!! Just to follow up, I shall even put a swimming pool so that those who wish (and those whom we shall flow them inside) can bathe in shirt (or without, or topless)!!! Come so that I explain you my vision of gender relations ! » It was cool, I really wanted a lot of people, the total, then I invited everybody and even unknowns on FB who looked hot : « Miaou. There is a perdition party on Saturday evening, you are going to love it : Sofa, sweaty waiters and all the friends of Cat. »

The reminder the same day: « Hello people whom I invited, for this evening bring me some alcohol + chicks and it will be fun ! PS : If you forget your swimsuits, you will finish naked. » The call of the debauchery, thus. Why I invested so much: because it is important to have a reputation to be supplied in women. When you are known thanks to striking, shocking or unusual events, people talk about you. Indeed, there is nothing interesting in the life of most of people, then they speak about the life of others … They live by proxy. This is why I receive this kind of message on Facebook and friends’ requests sent by cuties who try their luck. « Hello Cyprineman, we do not know each other but I’ve heard about you. I would like to know more about you. XXX » There, you can already imagine the girl giggling in the slightest of your jokes by touching her string or breasts, according to her affinities. The kind who laughs even when you do not deliberately say bullshit, what is a little bit frustrating, btw !!!!!

As regards the progress of the evening: it is at this moment of the narrative which the pack saddle hurts. I have not much to tell you because I guess that I drank a vodka-GHB. I was overwhelmed by the events, I antagonized the neighbors because of the noise, a Swedish scratched me the trunk and I banged the best friend of my best buddy in the black room, mode doggystyle-with-head-took-into-the-wall on. It had been a long time since I wanted it, moreover.

Let’s start again from the beginning, if this text is not very structured, it is normal because I still have a hangover like Galifianakis. You are warned.

I had invited hundred people via Facebook by asking them to come accompanied with damsels only. Obviously, the instruction was not really respected but MIRACLE the ratio was reached well and truly. We were approximately 50/50, a good proportion for debauchery (the ideal proportion being me and only women. But it is not obvious that it would suit them all, God having endowed me with only one single sex). In brief, a little more than 80 people in my modest 60m². Some that I did not know moreover, fortunately that I had hidden valuables. The neighbors came to rang, a couple of kind little old people who were offended at about 11pm by a delirious crowd. They threatened to call the police and my roommate fortunately went to negotiate to calm them. She is charming this girl, that had to play on the fact that the cops did not come. However, this morning (still drunk) I had to clean during 5 hours, and not just my apartment, the corridor also. People looked at me by smiling, like “well done fuck you annoyed us all night long yesterday “, it was infuriating. Golden rule: warning the neighbors and inviting them if necessary, it is always better… Then a grandmother who turns up in a rave-up of young people, that always makes its small effect.

Concerning my somersaults of yesterday : I dived into the swimming pool and I have flashbacks in which I was admiring Pauline’s ass in the blackroom (we saw a little all the same because of the light which passed under the door). I do not know how I found myself in this situation but it was cool. I hope that my best friend is not going to be jealous and all this. I always wanted to do “broes before hoes” relegating the girls to the rank of entertainment, but with Popo it is different, we often see each other and everything and then she is jolly sexy… I hope that I was good, having said that, because I do not remember any of it… I think that I had difficulty in being strained and in remaining hard to tell you everything… Between the scamps who knocked at the door and my body saturated by illicit substances… Not obvious. Remember the proverb « the alcohol instigates the desire but reduces the performances » (I had put a little bit of orange juices in my vodka but well).

I thus realized an old embodied fantasy IE a girl whom I wanted for a long time. Cat tells me that it had a good time too even if an asshole dyed green it (yeah I teach to my cat how to talk). We also appreciated that about ten people stay to help us to clean the minimum living wage…

I kiss you tenderly (especially the Swedish even if she was OK to kiss a friend a girl of mine but not me because she had “a boyfriend” who can understand…)

See you next year for an even crazier party! May the God of the Game be with you !

Part 2 : My birthday 2011

February 17th 2011,

I had promised to tell fast made my birthday of 2011. In fact I flirted at that time with an American since a few days and in parallel friends had organized me a party AT THEIR PLACE (what avoid me having to clean the next day) so I had invited her. We exceeded 100 people in their poor apartment, I guess (they had to move after) including a lot of people I did not know.

The thing is that by arriving at the party, a kind of Japanese there came speaking to me “do you have a fag ?
– H’m no but did you take me for a sucker or what?
– c’mon ! I kiss you for a fag
– If it was an excuse to come speaking to me, find a guy who gives you one and then come back talking to me normally.” What she did, that at least will have taught her the respect. So typical : the girls know perfectly that we are programmed to accept the exchange sex-resources then they make an excessive use of it but often lose their respect for the suckers who submit themselves to the first chick who asks. Then, she started kissing all my buddies to make me grumble but I didn’t give a damn because my target was the American. I taught her the French kiss then suggested her going to my place to have sex but she answered “no you have to stay it is your birthday party
– c’mon, if I leave just one hour nobody will know (I lived next door)
-no, after the party maybe…” Well then I was angry thus to avenge me I kissed the American then I changed room and kissed the Japanese (Or Chinese IDK sorry for my Asian friends).

Also, the case of one of the girls who lived there with who I was pushy, that pleased her but I have never fucked her. For the anecdote she contacted again me 3 days later at 2am and because I didn’t answer, the next day she said “Sorry I was a little drunk I didn’t find my keys then I wondered if you could help me”. Seriously. If I had answered I would certainly have fucked her and she wanted it at the moment but then she did not assume. In brief, at this period I was happy to screw girls just because they were cute thus I would have been satisfied if I had slept with her but on second thought she is a hazy, full of drugs, alcoholic, etc. thus I don’t care now. We would have been able to have a good time together, but like almost all, she complicated everything and it fell apart (Feared of being judged or did not put me rather high in her hierarchical pyramid of males or IDK what else (that makes me laugh these hierarchical pyramids because I see girls ready to do anything to sleep with a guy because he is a waiter in a club (if she loves the night) or dealer (for those who are in the world of the drug) or the president of their prom or I whatever there is a lot of it… while they are often not very beautiful guys, full of shitty substances, sometimes stupid… It proves me that the process which creates the attraction dating thousand years is not any more in sync with the current needs of people and that people do not know how to put things in perspective in this domain ’cause real wealth for us like for our children is health).

Well. Let’s return to the party. At the end, the Asian and the American wanted both that I go to her place. I chose the American, principle of coherence, fuck. Bad choice. She started to talk to me during 1 hour then I undressed her after a relentless fight and I started to finger her, she also touched my cock then she decided “No I decided that in France I shall sleep with nobody because I am here to recover from a broken heart”. Stupid. Nothing to do : I came back home frustrated because of a selfish and crazy girl.

I saw again the Chinese in town later at the music festival. She warmed me with words and invited at her home at the end of the night. Then when I called her, she never answered. That makes me laugh these girls who, when they feel that you like them a little, play the princesses and are so happy to feel desired (for nothing), that amuses them. It makes me laugh because, I saw her again 1 year later, she had become FAT (no other word). The poor girl, she would better have seize the opportunity because now I would not want her even if she was delivered free of charge in underwear. Then even, this mentality disgusts me now thus I do not risk to go into these small games and those who practice I just want to say “fuck you” to them.

Last anecdote, a few days after my birthday, a buddy had a “date” with the Chinese. They went “having a drink”. No kiss nor fuck but my buddy was happy “Yeah we spoke during 2 hours I was able to show her my culture we spoke only about paintings, music, Mozart, and geopolitical situation… I think that we’ll meet again and fuck”. What a fucking logic, she never answered him of course then he wondered why. Because you were boring, guy, and it is not with this kind of men that the girls want to enjoy. It is good to have culture and opinions but it is not the role of a first date especially if you just want to bang the girl. If some of you recognize themselves, the main problems are: lack of fun, and not enough sexual initiatives. Given that he accumulated the fails, he decided to stop seeing frequently me and pushing away altogether Game because we sent back him to his own frustration: pride had spoken, he would fuck girls WITHOUT LEARNING ANYTHING or he would masturbate all his life long. At the moment, he masturbates.

May the God of the Game be with you !

This field report is related to the field report of the 02/09/2013.

February 24th 2012,

Yeahhh today, I finally had an interview for an internship in Aix !!!!! But it was a false enjoyment : it was fucked up by advance… shitty offices, shitty test of hiring (I am better at debauchery), fat and ugly boss… I don’t imagine myself getting up every morning during three months to be exploited by him. Then, when he started to lecture me about my « too much relaxed with regard to the stake » attitude and my « uncalled-for humor » ; I advised him to go in for sport, to take his shirt out of his trousers and to stop farting higher than his ass. He was a big idiot, he deserved it. With a diploma or not, he is a big shit. It was the anger of the day, fuck. I prefer talking about more constructive adventures.

Yesterday evening, we were with some buddies of my faculty at rue de la Verrerie (normal it was on Thursday), where there was a bar full of strange people before. In brief, we drank, et glou et glou et glou, Then I saw a group of Gothic. Being dressed with a black T-shirt and a black leather jacket as well as a dark pants, I said to myself that I had a chance with the girl of the group who was moreover the only drinkable one (it means that one can drink her cyprine), Others had too much tattoos and piercings everywhere. And me, there is only one single hole which interests me.

I approached her like I approached all the girls that night : « Hello, Hubert De La Bath.
– Nice to meet you, Henriette.
– You have a first name come from the prehistory. Well, it seems that I am a good kisser.
– It seems that me too.
– Cool !!!
– 😉
– But tell me, Henriette is not your real first name all the same? It’s fucked up… » she answered that she was in fact called Océane. I offered her my hand then maintained the contact by looking at her from underneath, with a little tilted head. I caressed her palms casually, with my thumb.

For those who wonder, yeah I would have liked being rejected too, so I would have been able to use this fucking answer I learned from OSS117 : « What ? You do not like men ? »

We chatted a long moment. « Let’s go to a quite place to… talk ? » A group had gone out of the building against which we were, and I had surreptitiously prevented the door from closing ; in the hall of this old stone building, there was a sort of lounge of the XIXth century (I’m just kidding IDK anything about decoration) and a big sofa on which we sat down. We chatted another moment of everything and nothing whereas my hands took more and more initiatives « oups ». And there, I kissed her, she said to me that it was what she waited. I answered «I know, but that was fun keeping you waiting …
– Cocky ?
– Too much. »

While kissing her, I put my two hands under her T-shirt and I suddenly felt her fingers in my boxer shorts. These Gothic, I swear you, so naughty ! I can’t give you all the details because I’m waiting for my bros for an apéritif then I write it quickly but, roughly, it is like that that I fucked a Gothic into the hall of a building during an evening when I was a little bit drunk (what a change). Now that I think of it, it was crazy over the moment, I said to myself… If it is a dream plz do not wake me up… Let’s see how far she is going to dare to go at least it is not me who am going to chicken out me the first one (especially because I was very hard everywhere). Seriously, I am satisfied to be a little crazy, and to be lucky (or to make my luck), it is what allows me to live incredible adventures like that… We never saw again each other, she then went finding her friends and me too ; after we went to a club and my buddies just kissed a girl not like Katy Perry (both the same one, in addition).

You probably noticed that I did not describe physically my conquest. Indeed, I would have been able to say to you « she was tall, sexy and I always wanted to bang a Gothic » but I am especially satisfied by the third point. Their mystic side turns me on. This one was fucking shameless, exactly what I needed !

One last advice (then I leave), if your friends say to you that your chick or the one that you just fucked is less hot than what you think, you… Do not pay too much attention, or when you penetrated into her or kissed her, a link builds up itself, making her more pleasant for you; it is the main part. Or then it is your friends who try to console of not having been chosen: « It is not so grave, anyway she was… fat, too thin… she had yellow teeth, etc. »

… 🙁 May the god of the Game be with you !

This field report is related to the field report of the 02/28/2013.

February 18th 2012,

I came back from a club: it was awesome! Everything began with a game of alcohol that I lost (yeah it happens sometimes to me). I had challenged Hafid and Arnaud (both against me) and they won, suckers ! Besides, at the end I was so high that this traitor called Arnaud put some water into his glass and persuaded me that it was some vodka then as an idiot I thought that he also drank but I was the only one to have a hard time.

It is yucky the water, I once drank it, I vomited. That rusts. In brief, I lost and my punition was the most terrible, I had to shave this beard of 2mm which I maintain with love since the Final year of high school and which lets think to the girls (wrongly fuck) that I have iberian origins. In fact, I did not totally erase it of my face, because they imposed me to keep a MUSTACHE and to approach the girls by asking them « are you excited by men with a moustache? ».

The from now famous mustache of Cyprineman which inspired so much questioning: is the mustache reserved for most than 60 years ? is it OK to have it with a Lacoste and 2 TN somewhere else that in the ghetto ? isn’t it especially a gays’ thing at present? do women LOVE mustaches ?

I needed time but I did not too much cut myself : an exploit with about 3 grams + 2 joints and the result was rather like the Village People. Arnaud fell asleep like a wild Snorlax on my sofa then we locked him into the apartment by leaving … Then, my faithful and brave journeyman Hafid and I, we went in a small dark club of the city center. Anytime soon on the dancefloor, he was approached by the buttocks of a naughty girls who came dancing casually ass against him. I see a typically feminine attempt of approach there, hear there that if the guy likes her, he will try to pick her up ; and if he does not like him, she will pretend that she did not deliberately maneuver her ass with this backwards step (they are smart in the gang of the devourers of apples). My buddy had the good idea to make her turn around and to kiss her without hesitation (THIS IS A MAN).

Her friend thus was bored, dancing alone, a little lost. I approached her and said « My buddy is kissing your friend, we can do the same thing to create a shape of a symmetry like the Ying and the Yang. » We spent the next hour kissing against a wall girls that we did not know ten minutes earlier (a symmetry in the French kisses is something important). At the moment, I looked at the face of my buddy and noticed that he seemed to enjoy then I had a look at the hands of his darling who was giving him a discreet handjob. I thus decreed to mine that I also wanted one. Not easy to mime that, with sign language, but I did it rather well, by using the universal sexual language. I thus was masturbated a little and put her some fingers, after she nevertheless negotiated a few minutes, for the principle. It is at this moment that the story became downright crazy !

I began to inform in a telepathic way to my team-mate that it would be funny to exchange our conquests. I prefer to present the girls with a fait accompli then simply, we caught them by shoulders and exchanged them. Mine seemed reluctant at the idea of spraining her wrist longer but the most important, it is that the other girl was hungry. Very hungry (to reward her, I also touched her) ! To don’t come too fast I had to think of Arnaud who was besmirching some vodka on my pillows. Here is thus the story of how we were masturbated discreetly in a club by two friends. One of the girls made me the pleasant remark that I was a dead man of hunger. I assumed. Moreover, she came alone to the conclusion that she also was one. She also told me that what excited her, it is that we were unknowns and that we would probably never see again each other.

Do you know what is also pleasant in such situation? It is the face of all the guys all around who also came to pick up but who are going home alone. All this makes me think about the power of the alcohol on a drunk chick. We should thank Poliakov and the other brands of Vodka ! I shall send them a card of wishes for Christmas. Unless I forget… Yes, it is highly likely that I forget in the meantime… What were we talking about btw ?

Ah yeah, I ejaculated in my boxer shorts and that stuck.

To finish, know that everything is ready for my birthday : I installed in my lounge an inflatable swimming pool (the kind for the kids) which I am going to fill with vodka as well as with balloons). Promising concept thus, I hope that it is going to end in orgy especially that I prepared a Black-Room.

My party : free entrance for men with a moustache, minors and men in skin-tight dresses!

May the God of the Game be with you !

This field report is related to the field report of the 02/16/2013.

February 15th 2012,

It is cool to have a date on Valentine’s Day (for once that I do things in the order with a girl, hallelujah) rather than a girl. I am going to write this story by listening to the song of Orelsan then do not be surprised if I write crazy things or if I am particularly unrefined. I dedicate it to my cat which preferred shitting in the washbasin rather than in its litter. Besides, it looked at me this morning while I took my shower with a look between the pervert and the intrigued : it did not see well the interest to get wet. So cute !

Last Saturday, having nothing special to do, Hafid, Arnaud and I went to an apéritif to a friend then we decided to go out in a pub. We arrived freshly as roaches on the dance floor (having drunk 3 bottles of vodka for three, among which 2 for me alone). There, a girl turned up: tall, brown hair, curly, with glasses. This cute four-eyes gave me her glass of champagne ! Neither one nor two, I thanked her by smacking her. It’s a little bit my habit of the moment : I kiss the girls who approach me a little too much and I see what happens. She went away then came back, so I kissed her again but this time our mouths got to know each other better! Although I adore extending over details (and on the girls), I decided to remit you the two hours which followed during which I did just nothing else than licking her tongue and talking like M.Merdocu from Les Robins des bois. Really needs that I stop looking at lousy sketches before going out. I was moreover entitled to a remark in this connection (I am very proud of it) : « Don’t you wanna try to be a little bit charming? » NO !

I finally decided to abandon my prey and to go to a nightclub with my buddy who was bored. There, I perceived a girl with whom I communicate on Facebook and Skype for a while. I saw her, she saw me and asked me a captivating question: « Ah hello, what are you doing here ?
– I came just for you ». We spoke a little by dancing very closed, she danced damn well and me I was high so I took advantage of it to invite her to my birthday party : « do you wanna come to my pool party ?
– IDK, it depends.
– It depends ? If I am a good kisser ? » After this memorable transition and according to the law whichisfinetome « silence means consent » I French kissed her once. Then twice. Then we spent at night (up to the closure of the club) fiddeling. I then suggested her to go to my place but she did not want… I liked her frankness « It will be useless. You will fuck me, it will probably be bad, or we will be in couple two weeks. » In front of an argumentation of this calibre (even bigger than mine), I took her number and slid her all the same a finger before leaving, for the road.

(Subliminal message : this text is fantastic!)

After a Sunday spent to nap, I sent her a text « If I date you for St Valentin, is it going to be strange ? » I perfectly knew that if she came, we were going to do it. « Well heu, IDK, no why ? » It was thus a deal.

I invited her in a nice bar and restaurant, we ordered a bottle of rosé, at about 11 pm, we were joyful and I felt her leg caressing mine insistently. I then tried a masterstroke: « Do you wanna come to my place to watch a movie ? » International signal for sex. She agreed. In the elevator, I came close to kiss her then went back at the last moment. In front of her stunned air, I conclude that I was brilliant. I finally kissed her, strictly no resistance. We directly went to my room. I stuck her to the wall, kicked the cat out of the bed, we warmed a little then we undressed. I cruelly threw her on the mattress then pretended to go down but she told me that she doesn’t like that. So much the better, anyway my tongue was tired by all those French kisses lately. I let her take me in her mouth to be even harder then I caught a condom under my bed and penetrated into her.

I read her desire in her look : we just wanted to be in the other one, quite simply. My sex rubbed her without entering. She finally let me coming into her with my tongue then with my fingers and begged me to take her. I went there at first slowly then I tried to find the rhythm which would drive her crazy. At a given moment, she wanted to take control and jump on me then I caressed her nipples with my hands and kissed them while being in her whereas my pubis rubbed her during the comings and goings. That showed me with which rhythm and intensity she wanted me. I made her shiver with pleasure then this pleasure became intensified by more and more powerful waves which invaded all her body. It is later in doggy style that she felt me the most in her. It is moreover in this position that she came … twice. I adore this language of bodies, because it cannot lie, it is more explicit, intense and penetrating. My hands on her buttocks, I appreciated the contact of her naked skin against mine, still hot. The following morning, when she opened eyes, I already was making love to her then she kissed me tenderly. The naughty alarm clock is really a timeless experience. On the other hand, I held too long (it happens when I refrain too much fuck) so she tried to feign the orgasm to excite me more … I didn’t really like the feint so I also feigned then roared. It was nice, I shall call her back.

I estimate in their just value the girls who are 100 % vaginal, it is restful for the oral orgy. I gave her three orgasms : her face when she enjoys is funny then why going without ? When I think of it, fortunately that she did not want to watch a movie after all, because I was not able to download lately and I did not want to watch again something which I would have already seen by caressing her weakly the arm like a virgin… We were not hypocritical in this situation, neither she nor I and that, it pleases on behalf of a woman.

Let’s realize : she didn’t try any last minute resistance ! To reward her, I let her sleep at my home : I do not propose it to everybody! And I did well, because in the morning she made me read the text that a pretender whom she qualifies of « weird » had sent to her, she told me that he writes every morning at about 7 am, except Sunday, although she answers almost never (and when she does, it is to tell him to go to hell) : « kiss of the morning the best one, what funny do you wanna do this week end ? Me after work, I will take pictures, then make a tattoo then go to Ikea… a lot of hugs the favourite brown haired of my heart. »

If you think that by sending this kind of texto, it is possible to seduce a brilliant girl, I ask you to go out and resume the reading of my book on the highway. Thanks to her, and thanks to him to be so knackered ! No offense, dude.

Big bisou (as Carlos would say) ! May the God of the Game be with you !

I do not claim to write for people who are completely happy and filled. On the other hand, if you feel that something is wrong, that the world is not going well enough to your taste… Then I recommend you to read attentively what follows.

 

December 31st 2013,

 

It is the end of the year. It has been more than one year since we know each other.

I am anxious to apologize for the shocking words which I wrote in this diary. The oldest will not have excessively been shocked, and as regards the youngest: somebody had to bring you up! I also apologize because I am not really fluent in English… so I know that the diary is understandable but I am sorry because we have lost most of the writing style and the plays on words (Thank you for reading me all the same).

I thank all those who read me and especially those who support me, who like, who comment and who send me messages to inspire me. Thanks to those who advertise me from time to time. Thanks to the dykes of feminists for understanding humour. Thanks to the unknowns who pay me drinks in the bars. Thanks to those who suck my cock without asking too many questions, to those who like doggy style and to those who helped me to build myself. Thanks to those I forget to thank. A finger in the ass for the others.

We shared many experiences… I hope that it will have helped you as much as me to see more clearly in your love life and to seize the complexity of gender relations (oh, yeah, they are !) Some killjoys think that I lost myself during my apprenticeship… but when I see their life, that very often consolidates me in the idea that, on the contrary, I found myself ! I am going to develop.

Honestly, I am very happy. I could use all the synonyms which I know to make my texte seem longer than it is (filled, satisfied, enchanted, delighted, etc.) but because I have quite a lot of things to debrief, I am immediately going to get to the heart of the subject.

I am thus going to explain why I really moved forward in my life, why I am sure to be on the right way which leads to happiness and how you can come with me if you want. Watch out, I speak here about the “real happiness”, not about this concept which Beigbeder would gladly qualify of “moron, which makes disappointed and embittered people in search of absolute”.

 

My love life

 

You know it, I see frequently several girls. It is the lifestyle I chose after many disappointments (the girls weren’t interested in me in a first time, then I was several times taken for an idiot when I finally had a girlfriend (if you want to know everything : one even wanted to live at my home after 2 months without paying of rent nor doing anything of course she was cute but who would want a parasite ? another crazy one knew very well that she had a STD but refused to cure and lied to me to sleep with me without condom a miracle that I escaped it, etc.)But I always loved the women, I have never blamed them, and I now see frequently one girl in particular since September : Virginie. We are officially in an open relationship… but it is not for this reason that it is not serious between us! Sincerely, I think that it is even the kind of relation which can make us feel the most spread on the long term.

There is a great deal of women frustrated/put-under-stress/swamped-with-work who do not have time to find the soul mate. Some are not even conscious as they are outstanding and physiologically need to find somebody with whom to have a good time. Others are in couple but with a man who does not know what to do to drive them crazy… and they content themselves with it because it’s better than nothing and because they do not have time to find better. Then, they claim “to be in love ” to justify the poverty of their sexual life. They hope that one day, their supernatural half will come to fill this space which they feel. The heart of the problem, is that most of the men are bad in the bed and do not even make the effort to try to improve. Like if it was a fate! It seems that they prefer to lose their virile side, to pay fortunes in restaurants and tolerate the whims to compensate so that the girls agree to be penetrated two minutes. These men are weak and submitted, then the women lose their attraction and consider that giving them their body is a praiseworthy effort… The rates of bad lovers and subdued men are very high in our society. Gender relations are catastrophic and hypocritical. The girls think that a boy who approaches them is a loser in lack of sex, then they test them all day long, challenge them or manipulate them, hoping for a renewal of “virilitude”. I understand their initiative which is justifiable, but we entered a nasty vicious circle which makes that the women began sending some male energy then most of the men found logical to react by becoming more effeminate. Yes, men and women are equal but they are not similar, they are complementary. For example, a woman can enjoy so much otherwise more sexual pleasure than a man… then, when she falls on a guy who knows his business: it is her who makes the biggest capital gain (because it is rare). I already see people who criticize me by saying that I am getting big-headed… Know, on one hand, that modesty is for the morons who are afraid of putting the others ill-at-ease. And, on the other hand, that what I say is objective… I have nothing more to win, I have nothing more to prove, I was rather often complimented, I slept with more women than reason. I thus explain you things such as they are, it is now up to you to do what you want.

When I see the number of girls and guys who complain of “not finding somebody” or because their “stories doesn’t work” and eventually conclude “they are all jerks/bitches”… I recognize myself some years ago and I say to myself that they would better think about all this. You are many, even among my readers, to be full of preconceived ideas on the subject. Finally, why this need to be in couple at all costs? Except to show off in front of your friends and defy the guys by claiming to be largely above the average because you found “big love” ? The first thing to know is that feeling an attraction, or affection or butterflies in the stomach… it is not being in love. Even if you would really want that it means it.

The problem is deep, it is the model (imposed by the society and by our old instinct that has lost his meaning) which is fucked up. Me too, few years ago: when I had a girl, I said to myself that it would piss me off that she sleeps with another one after me, or even than she knew other men before, etc. With such a mentality, it was impossible to be really happy with a woman. Too many distrusts, too many unspoken, too much faintness. At the beginning, I thought that this model was made for the women then I tolerated it but I then understood that it was made for nobody for the following simple reason : men and women are equivalent (although not similar).

A lot of people calls upon “values” like “I respect myself” to justify that they are sexually frustrated but it is just some shit some excuses to stay in the ignorance, especially for those who drink, smoke, eat badly or are on drugs. All these shits which are poisons are socially admitted while sex which is therapeutic is taboo (at least in the practice) for most of the people. It is really contrary to common sense. This “standard” in which they are proud to belong does not exist… think by yourselves !!!

I forced myself to free me from this (useless) feeling of jealousy. The numerous books of personal fulfillment which I read learnt me how to think by myself, and it is what freed me. It’s true, finally, why things should be “like that” and not “like this” ? Who decreed it, why and how ? Why not doing the opposite ? When I see the number of husbands who kill their wives because she threatens to leave them then who commit suicide (admit that it is stupid)… I say to myself that things really have to change in this area. NB : the religion is not an acceptable excuse because if the religions forbade the sex out of the wedlock when they were written, it was mainly for reasons of hygiene (but the condom exists now).

The girls, like the guys, have a formated way of thinking (it’s sad but we are manipulated from everywhere by any sorts of strengths, we cannot do much much about it but the essential is to be aware of it). For example, a lot of young women, who know nothing about the life or about the sex, who have never really experimented things… in brief who are not in sync with their sexuality and who want all the same to control the guys “I don’t want that he flirts with other women!!! ”

And why not finally ? Why couldn’t he see other women from time to time, your boyfriend? If that makes him happy and if you too you can have sex with guys who tempt you (that will moreover avoid you to have to age frustrated)? The only acceptable argument is because we have difficulty in overcoming our genetic programming : the men are polygamous by nature (we instinctively want to fertilize most possible women) but the women who can be fertilized only once in nine months thus have monogamous tendency (this is why they try to develop faithfulness of the guys so that they give more their resources to their kid). It is not politically correct what I have just written, but it is nevertheless the truth, and any book of evolutionary psychology will confirm it to you. The thing is that, now that the condom exists, if your friend does not reproduce with the other one and if he doesn’t catch a STD… what’s the problem ? It is not even a question of pride, I think, the problem it is that you are not enough confident. That’s it, the jealousy : you are too much afraid that he compares both of you and leaves with the other girl. The faithfulness, it is thus for “insecure” people. “IF HE IS JEALOUS, IT IS BECAUSE HE LOVES ME
– No, this has nothing to do with love, it is simply the expression of our primary instincts of conquest.” Nevertheless, just like that would do good to you to fuck somebody else, he too needs diversity and sexual revival (not with whoever but with somebody with whom there is a sexual connection). Last precision, you find that squalid to want to make love? Thus have a look to what is on the basis of the pyramid of Maslow… We need it to feel good in our head and thus to be somebody spread. Living in the frustration, it is never good! Rare are the ones who rise towards the sublime by this way.

I imagine that there is more than a who jumped up by reading these lines. Strangely, those who do not agree with that are generally not really happy in the life… or then, they are but just a short moment because, as I said, this model of relation is biased and the people who conform to it are not free in their mind. “WE DO NOT NEED THAT
– Ah, you are superhuman then?” I thus invite you to think a few minutes about what you have just read (the open-mindedness, it is not only being banged his head with ax).

Let’s continue. You should not believe that my sweetheart Virginia is stupid or crazy: she knows very well what I’m doing, she reads my blog and everything. But she is intelligent enough to have released herself from all this conditioning. Why do you think that we use the word “free love” ? Because the others are prisoner. I say not that it would suit to everybody, but I say that if you tried something and if that doesn’t work for you: try something else. Be honest with yourself. Take risks! Live ! Become stronger instead of being afraid of the unhappy love affair because it is by thinking about it that you will feel it !If Virginia can appreciate free love, it is because she learnt to think by herself thanks to her studies of psychology : she knows that we are manipulated fom everywhere and that our governments do not necessarily want our individual good (yes, everything is linked) thus developed a critical spirit…

To speak concretely: the thing, it is that I am “with her” but I couldn’t sleep only with her (at least, at the moment). I am in the sexual comfort but I know by experience that it is necessary to be very careful in the sexual shortage to keep a good level of satisfaction. I so would really miss something. A feeling of independence, maybe. And then, fuck, it is not livable : having sex with his darling it is nice but banging hard un unknown is cool too (fucking and making love are two totally different dimensions (spiritual/bestial) but do not replace each other). For example, in 2015, I plan to leave one year in Australia (after my diploma which I missed for 0.75 points this year for political reasons). Two options: or I leave while being in couple with her or I stay here and I go without what should be the most enriching experience of my life. I thus should leave my life aside, because I have a “girlfriend”. I know several who broke up for less than that but then why were they together? Moreover, maybe, in 2 years, we shall complicate things and we shall not see each other anymore and I shall have missed all this for nothing. Frankly, if she really is the woman of my life, our relation can survive this test. It is even maybe what will confirm it or not. The second thing, she is one of the best in her psychology class, so she is probably going to study criminology… but for that, she will have to leave 2 years for Master’s degree in Grenoble. During 2 years, she will certainly see other cute guys, and because of me she should frustrate and stay in lack of sex and do nothing with them (just like me with the Australian) ??? It is funny when we think of it. If we are still together, I shall go to see her from time to time, of course, and she will come back in the area for the holidays but well we shall not see each other every day nor every week.

Understand, please, that if we really have feelings for somebody, we should want his or her good. I thus want that she enjoys at the most her life, I only want her happiness and that she has no regrets later. Besides, I am rather confident, thus I think that she is quickly going to become disenchanted when she will have banged two or three “average” guys. She recently slept with the second man of her life, a guy who promised the moon to her (“yeah during the holidays we shall go to the ski in my chalet and everything, you will see, that is going to be too very good while waiting let’s fuck plz”) then after having (badly) fucked her once, he does not even answer any more to her texts ! In brief, one more poor guy who, unlike PUA who have values, needs to lie to the girls. I already see those who are going to tell me “but you either you do not respect the women”. Oh really ? It seems nevertheless to me that I only want their good, to give them so many rights as us, in fact I am more feminist than these pseudo-feminists who militate against the self-fulfillment of their own sex! What brings me to a justifiable but purely rhetoric question, “and the men, are they respected?”

The important is not, I think, to be in couple or not. Nor to be in free couple or in “jail” couple. The important it is to be in couple for good reasons. I am not a crazy fucking dreamer, I “tested” 141 women and some were absolutely awesome but nevertheless there was not this “small inexplicable thing”. But well is it human to want to oblige her to know only me to be sure to keep her ?! Our link is really special, a very deep connection, we really live a story and she was not even a pain in the neck to me only once. I can make a mistake and the future will tell it, but I am not the kind to get excited about nothing (I would have been very easily able to be in couple before), and she neither btw. On the other hand, there is unfortunately a lot of people who have so much “desire” to be in couple (to conform to this “social model” which we put them in head) that they will do it for bad reasons.

It is a huge trap. Especially that you would probably miss (by OBLIGING yourself to do NOT SEE OTHER WOMEN) people with whom you would completely have this connection which you look for but whose creation you try in vain to force. As for myself, I find Virginie cute and she fills me but if I had to describe a girl who would make me want to be with before knowing her, I would not have drawn up her portrait (bigger, richer, etc.) ! By speaking about this connection, that makes me laugh these girls who write on Adopt “I look for love thus come talking to me if you are tall, handsome and if you have blue eyes”… They really understood nothing and do not even know what they look for! I unfortunately know (too much) people like that. And a lot of “hot” girls out there are finally less interesting and thus are doubled by less attractive girls because of their inactivity ’cause : efforts (even have if you are not self-confident) +good mentality > physical appearance. It works for guys too.

There are so many guys there who are ready to tolerate anything to have a girlfriend because they are conscious of the power which girl have on them but who are not aware of the power they have on girls. They thus have the impression that women make them an enormous favor by sucking their cock. For example, a buddy deceive me recently. During 2 months, if you listened to him they were too happy he and his girl and he taught me lessons on how to live by saying that I “could not understand what he lived with her”. Yeah, I had very well understood that his girl was an easy way to empty his testicles that he tried to legitimize. Today, he called me to tell me “she had let her FB opened at my home and I read her conversations with her other guy” (the girls are not small innocent angels fallen from the sky, they too are pervertible by temptation). He was taken for an idiot by his “sweetheart whom he said I love you and who promised him faithfulness” then he punched walls then left her without concession… before acting like a pussy and getting back with her two days later supposing that the only thing which she brought him was to fuck… ten days later she took him for an idiot again. The first solution which I propose to those who want to stay all the same in this model of “closed” relations it is to wait at least 3 months before getting excited about and to put “in couple officially”. Do not be “in couple” for the pleasure of being “in couple”. That will avoid you many setbacks, believe in me. Everybody consider special or different about that, but no, don’t be excited for nothing… I know so much girls who cheat on guys even more than guys who cheat on their girl. Or do not believe in me, take a big slap and come back to me when you will be FINALLY ready to hear the (inconvenient) truth. Well, a lot will do it again anyway and go back into the wall but do not forget that Einstein said “the madness is behaving the same way and waiting for a different result.” The second solution which I propose you, it is to open your mind and join Virginie and I in our lifestyle. We have feelings for each other, we share a great deal of things, we are unique for each other and we know that it is not the first jerk or the first floozy who can break that. We give ourselves a great deal of affection and, of course, we make love a lot. But it is the fact of knowing that we are free which makes this relation possible. It is thus thanks to everything I learnt through the Game which allowed me to have met her, to have appreciated her and to be happy and filled today. After all, am I not the sum of the girls who rejected me, the brilliant girls with whom I slept and of those whom I would have better not fucked (very few in fact) ? It is all this real-life experience carpe diem which built me (it was important that I first found the happiness in myself). To stay with Beigbeder “I learnt that to be happy, it is necessary to have been very unfortunate. Without apprenticeship of the pain, happiness is not solid.”

 

Mon sexual independence

 

What is interesting in all this, it is that I really moved on. I released myself from this quest of other one. I do not need any more to look for the affection from girls who do not deserve me or to bang girls because I so much want to fuck. I became not handleable by the fair sex because I am filled and well in my head. That moreover pisses off more than one.

When I sleep with a chick (Virginie or another one), I do it because I want her (moreover the free couple maintains the flame because we are obliged to continue to make efforts). Not because I am in lack or because I want to prove to myself something or I do not know what. I thus tolerate no whim of floozy, I do not look for love like a desperate person and when a girl is a pain in the neck to me for nothing, I say bye-bye. My method is pure confidence, and it can lead you far (no need to learn magic tricks or other shits). On the other hand, it is true that there is a lot of girls out there who do not know how to appreciate a confident guy and who make it a duty to try to destroy it : that makes them freak out especially when there is no cash or social status behind because that sends them back to the own limits… It is thus a good thing to make a sorting like that so we find ourselves only with girls who have a mindset (even if we lose others that we could maybe screw by making the hypocrite but what is the point?).

Some people blame me for wanting to go too fast. Ah really, because if the relation is not complicated, there will be no sexual tension? Isn’t it rather them who look themselves for excuses to do not act ? The truth is that I took initiatives from the beginning with Virginie like with most of the other girls and they left my place happy. If I wasn’t, we would not have created this link which allowed us to spend good moments, they would have had another date with a guy who would have maybe been better than me “on the paper” and she would not anymore have called me back. We are in a competitive environment, needs not to be afraid of going too fast even if we want a “serious relationship” : The girls well in their head and in their skin do not want of a guy with an asexual behavior (kissing is not enough to be sexual). They hope and expect from you, deep inside (but it is not seen as honorable to admit it) this male sexual aggressiveness (except those who are traumatized or who are afraid of everything). The problem is that most of people take the problem back to front “we try to be a couple and then we sleep together” but the truth is that we should sleep at first together (because that quickly allows to see if this famous connection is there by being directly in situation of intimacy) and then see again each other if that goes well and if we want. It is necessary to see if the sexual alchemy is there. Why most of the people do not do it (and it is not because most of sheeps do not do anything that they are right) ? Because that reassures them to create at first an “emotional link” ’cause they are not confident enough (they have a complex, blockings, are not able to overcome the social pressure), like that they can make fewer efforts even be hopeless in the bed and the guy/girl will have no other option than staying. Finally, because having sex request such a big effort, some stay together rather than looking for someone who corresponds to them better. And many undergo their couple or cheat on each other mutually in the biggest hypocrisy, etc. BE CAREFUL, it works for some, but it is rare, because it is the ones who really have this so special link but who found by chance. I observed that, the most beautiful girls and the less tiresome are girls with whom it takes place like that. The game was thus made to seduce quality girls (in all the areas) and not women with problems (who can be attractive or not this is not related… do not only see the woman in red dress like Néo at the beginning of The Matrix).

In the real life, not in this teddy bear world in which many seem to live as soon as we pronounce the word “love”, the options give the power. Sleeping with several girls allows you to be more alpha (less needy) and to really choose a girl who corresponds to you. Having the power then gives new options, because you gain confidence and so become more demanding. Let’s specify all the same that more you will improve personally, less you will attract certain girls because your well-being will send them back to their own frustration but it is a good thing for you (because no you can’t attract everybody in the real world). The success is thus a virtuous circle. I was in both camps: I was the frustrated romantic and the hot womanizer heartily… For nothing in the world I would go back. I saw, I enjoy, because I know that everything can stop whenever.

It is obvious that I shall not need any more nor desire fucking so many girls than in the past… but is it a bad thing ? I will be able to (and it is my objective for the next year) turn more to the personal fulfillment (of my body and my spirit).

When we understood how to seduce and sleep with girls, everything is nothing more than a question of proportions. I mean there that it is simply a question of repeating the same operation. Then I’m not saying that having slept with 10 girls gives a sufficient control, but I say that having slept with 100 or 1000 girls is practically similar and that there are more interesting things to do. The essential is to keep good habits, good reflexes: do not miss too many opportunities, trying certain hot girls (test them) even if it doesn’t smell good a priori.

I know how to do, I do it when I want, and I shall always get sexual satisfaction. I’m not saying it to boast or something, it is the slightest of things after 5 years of game. I mean, I am not and shall not never be dependent on a club like the waiters or the DJ or that I shall never need to go in another country where the girls fuck more easily… These guys maybe boast to sleep with a lot of girls but that doesn’t mean that they are good with women. Because being a PUA it is not only picking up chicks, it is also opening eyes on a number of things which it would be easier to ignore. Like for example that even by doing quite well, by being good, the girls can or not seizing the opportunity, lie to you, patronize you or chicken out at the last moment. I’m not saying that it is systematically necessary to blame the others when it does not work, but having reached certain level of personal optimization, we gain confidence, what allows to see that it is often the others who do not follow, who are weak, or crazy (comfort of ignorance, resistances to change, etc.)

I wanted, since I was young, to understand and to master the problem “relations men/women”. It is now done, I do not plan to stop everything and I am going to go farther into the matter of course, but I notice that I master from now the main part. I do not seduce all the girls because it is impossible, just because they all are not available or deserve to be seduced. On the other hand, I understand the dynamics, I quickly ascertain people, I know how to recognize the interested girls, I know how to handle the sexual tension, I experienced things that the common run of people will never experiment (threesomes with two girls, foursome, fantasies in public places), etc. Moreover, that makes me laugh when the basic idiots say that I am a dead man of hunger because I try to pick up chicks : they feel like so better than me while in fact I am only testing them to see if they deserve or not… some answer “no sorry I’m not that kind of girl
– but don’t be sorry girl because you miss something too so I am sorry for you to notice all your blockings and your non-faculty to recognize a guy who would make you climb the wall
– I don’t care about climbing the wall” typical answer of frustrated who would feel better after a good fuck even if it is not for being in couple after. In brief, I think that it is an error to be in a logic of search for “number”. A minimum yes, to have an overview. But when we know what we look for and that we found girls who can give it to us why going without them and looking somewhere else? Knowing that by remaining free, we can always meet a brilliant girl furthermore or make an enriching experience when the opportunity appears.

Some girls have the good state of mind. They are not necessarily loose but they know that the memorable experiences rarely take place in the zone of comfort. Some knew how to release themselves from the popular belief (the society considers us only as consumers and thus make sure that we are not spread nor too much happy or filled to weaken us and make us dependent to be more able to exploit us) and it is for those that I fight. It is for the intelligent people, endowed with a critical mind, that I exercise. It is also for the women who are realistic: those who know that the life can stop at any time and who want to take advantage at the most of their FIXED-TERM CONTRACT. I also reward those who respect themselves in a constructive way: because, no, filling your biological needs (which are totally natural) does not make of you a piece of meat ! Frustrate you voluntarily, on the other hand, create a need thus makes you more handleable and you become the “whore of the State”. If you want to begin to take out the foot of the gearing, stop listening to what we tell you on the TV! Shame to those who condition you to militate against the interest of your own sex ! Down with these prejudices ! Also stop eating food and other shits, go in for sport to stay young and in shape. The key of your safety is an improvement of your lifestyle. Miss, forget this ridiculous dictatorship and hurry to take advantage of your sensualism because, in 20 years, it is not said that your capital seduction is always intact. Overcome your fears of being compared or to do not be good enough or IDK what… That will need an effort at the beginning but will free you on the length-term. Before shouting to the murderer, realize that I am more feminist than most of the “feminists” who criticize me because I defend the sexual freedom of the women. No judgment from me, I try to make change the mentalities of the other men. The thing is that idiots judge those who release because they have not enough personality to release themselves.

Furthermore, why would I waste my time wanting to try to pick up girls who do not deserve me? I caricatures but there are many girls out there who say proudly “I drink alcohol I smoke I take drugs I didn’t fuck for 6 months and I eat McDo I am too classy then I am going to patronize you because you are not as classy as Kev Adams: I love his hair style and his politically correct humor !” Seriously, good for you, you are the small basic idiot manipulated by the society, which lousy ideas will give her a cancer at 60 years old just after she stopped paying the contribution for her pension. Even to empty me testicles, I would not want you. I am a little bit nasty because a not so long time I had not an healthy lifestyle but it is because I have understood the importance it has and because I have made these efforts that I do not want be again brought down.Moreover, I “never empty” testicles with a girl, even if I she doesn’t become my girlfriend, we always share something otherwise it is not worth it (we are not animals it is rather a logic “friendship with benefits” otherwise “sex only” it is a little bit unhealthy).

Moreover, it is good I think of strengthening the friendship by sleeping together with our friends of the other sex… If we are friend with somebody it is because we find him at the level, right ? Thus, why not ? And if the other one is not in a state of emotional despair there is no reason that he hangs on and that it spoils the friendship (it is good to know how to appreciate what we have and what we had without necessarily always trying to have more). Additional argument, that would avoid the situations of faintness linked to the latent sexual tension when you will introduce somebody for a serious story. But it is only an idea like that… that I apply generally.

Another lousy idea : I do not see why a girl with whom I sleep would be a victim. A victim it is the person who undergoes a damage or an abuse. Then yes, I can understand that when a girl sleeps with an average man (who egoistically has sex in two minutes) can find that without interest. Indeed, in this case, which is unfortunately the most frequent, the man uses the body of the woman for his selfish pleasure without caring to know what she removes from it nor even of what she thinks of it. However, when the chick enjoys as a madwoman and when she gets up the next day with a wide smile in spite of the fact that she slept only 4 hours, I do not think that she can be considered as a victim. And it is why I make every effort to make, because I like making what I’m doing, because I love the women, simply… I hope one day to reconcile both sexes which desire naturally with concupiscence but also suspiciously while they have so much to exchange… I do not tolerate either that we say that I make “conquests”. To make a conquest, it is to win something on somebody… Now, when I sleep with a woman, she sleeps with me too, right ? Nobody loses something there, I don’t force anybody to have fun. It is a win-win scenario… then why going without ? It is necessary to stop seeing the life in this way: a sensible man does not need to circumvent women to have sex…

 

My personal growth

 

The lifestyle is probably the domain in which I progressed the most this year. I stopped having this nasty lifestyle like “Hank Moody” whom moreover adopted far too many young people in France. It is stupid because it is the war in several countries, and we have everything to be good, and a lot are proud to say “wow I make myself sick with alcohol yesterday evening, I vomited, it was brilliant “. Well, you’ve got the idea : I do not drink, I do not smoke, I eat organic and healthy, I avoided all the STD, I don’t eat meat anymore (I try to become vegan because I tasted the incredible sensations which it gets), I go in for sport a lot (a combative sport which allows me to feel more powerful and more confident and I wanna one day try to learn salsa to still improve my contact with the women), I read a lot, I become enlightened, I think, I write a lot, I question myself, I try to solve my problems by asking to myself how I will do so and not if I am going to be able to, I do not believe that I need more than being an optimized myself to seduce and be happy, I learnt to appreciate the simple things because I sincerely believe that happiness can come through simplicity and humility, I learnt that there are things on which I can act and others on which I cannot and that it is necessary to accept it, and many of the other things but I cannot unfortunately develop everything here because it is a too vast subject so : etc.

All these activities take time, that I find better invested there than in nights in clubs and contact with unhealthy people (drugged people, alcoholics, starved who did not fuck for years who piss you off instead of trying to pick up, princesses who have no internal life and who just came to make fun of the guys because they have the sexual power but are too much frustrated to use it, etc.). Then, yeah, I shall have probably less results in term of FuckCloses next year, but I shall have better ones and I shall make more interesting things in my life (I will continue to keep a diary). If things take place like I hope, I shall see there a sign of maturity. Moreover, my experiences and my knowledge of the human being gave me a true confidence (an internal strength) which irritates most of people because they would like to do it so much but do not dare to give it a try (I don’t care that they find me beautiful or ugly, to conform to their expectations and to do not to live in the same glass prison than them… let’s keep in mind that it is always frustrated people who come throwing their poison on free people because if they were at ease with themselves and in their head they would not even think about doing that.) The truth is that most of the barriers (including physical barriers) between people and happiness are inviolable and invisible (they impose obligations on themselves). But the range of possibilities is huge, what I wanted to show you through this Diary… It is moreover the concept of visualization that helped me: I believed wholeheartedly that I was going to become a PUA and it is what made things possible, I guess.

As I said, to me, the “game” is a domain which I consider mastered. I do not want to remain blocked on that even if I am going to continue to dig the question (for the pleasure), but it will not be a priority for me any more (I have already done more than 90 % of people will never do in this area but it is not a reason because more I learn more I realize that there is a lot of other things I would like to try). Having said that, I trained myself on a difficult field as gives evidence of it the message of an American “personally, I am living in Aix since 1 year and to be honest, the game here is really hard. I mean, the girls are much more colder that many other cities in France” And I had good results there, I thus think that it is now my duty to help people who meet difficulties with love. Because, yes, you too can you be happier than you are at the moment, but do not wait that it arrives at you quite cooked in the beak : you will have to move your ass and fall several times just like I did. As usual, there are those who “live” in the dream and those who “are” in the action. I want not to become an extremist but it is the bullshit and the passivity of certain people who irritate me: Those who are not well, who know why and how to live a better life but who do not make the effort. Roughly, everybody do what they want, but because I make many efforts to improve myself and go towards the others, I expect willingness from people I see frequently. Anecdote: the captain disappointed : he stopped going in for sport, spends his nights drinking heavily in clubs (not with us because that does not interest us) without fucking any girls and became fat. What a shame but a lot of people act like that! Hoping that he will react because I like him and that hurts me that it becomes a rag…

If what I say does not please everybody, too bad, I do not try to be a hit but rather a realistic blog which tells situations (especially about pick up) that men (like women) can live daily … while putting aside my ego because I think that the Web is lacking of pages which speak about these things with sincerity (most of the guys who do that are guys who try to fill a space in their mind “look at me how I am handsome, how I am good”). If you have read my entire diary (which gives you experience by proxy even if we cannot envisage all the situations so much the human being is unpredictable), you saw that it is not narcissistic nor boaster or conceited (I express facts by calling a spade a spade and I tell my successes like my fails). The majority of other coaches are in my opinion opportunists who repeat the “advices” that they read in American ebooks without a real mastering of the problem. It is them who discredit the profession.

It is necessary to know that the biggest French sites of seduction generates more than 6000€ a month to incompetent which just do communication and which contents are level “short-daisies”… while I work hard for absolutely nothing : so before criticizing me because I consider that all the efforts which I make to help you to improve your life represent a work which deserves salary, make sure you are not participating in one of these forums, especially that this ebook like numerous resources on my blog are free. 99 % of these coaches do not even really try to put a lot nor to make quality (it is fortunately not the case of all but I think in particular of the one who boasts to have written his method in 3 days). In addition, they all copy to sell you commercial ebooks full of commonnesses which will not really help you (some stuff like “how to approach a girl” or “how seduce during your date and make her call you back”). Only the titles make me vomit and you suspect it : these stupid and politically correct works do not handle real problems. They will just tell you what you want to read so that you continue to buy their products (“but I don’t understand why I didn’t become a seducer in 10 days, I am thus going to buy their other products”). Reading things which do not shake you will not make you move on.

By comparison, know that I have the real passion of the seduction, that I am ready to go to a great deal of trouble for helping the others to improve their love and sexual life (I do it for me but also for you and I have already had feedbacks saying that I helped numerous guys to understand the concepts and to progress), that I am quite good in English (language in which the best resources), that I am a hard worker, experimenter, persevering, perfectionist, open-minded, impervious to the criticism, I begin to have a good experience of the field and a certain objective look on the world of the seduction…

A lot of guys try to feel reassured by saying “yeah you fuck girls but they are certainly ugly”. Nope : they are girls you can see in the street and want them. Besides, when I compare with American PUA for whom a “10” is just a girl with a cute face and a body not bad… I say to myself that I am demanding because for me a girl like that would be a 7. When I say that a girl is a hottie, it is because she could be the cover of a magazine, when I say that she is “cute” it is because she is, and when I say that she has “a little bit of fat ” that means that she has not a perfectly flat stomach (and not that she is fat). In brief, I don’t think I have a particular merit except having questioned myself until it works for me, everybody can thus do it.

I know well that I shall always have detractors whom that will amuse trying to make me have a bad reputation. But I have only one thing to tell them, before criticizing me:
– Make sure that you are not frustrated, that you are happy, at ease with yourself, that is you had sexual intercourse with orgasms less than a week ago;
– Make sure that you are not an alcoholic or a drug-addict and that you are not a member of these haters who criticize everything for the principle because they are unhappy then they reject their wickedness on other people;
– Make sure that you have coherent arguments to support your criticisms and that you are not only guided by your social conditioning and your bad faith.
That will maybe piss off you but I notice in practice that 99 % of people who criticize my lifestyle are very badly placed to speak and that thus I waste time to answer them because it is always more or less the same thing (yeah yeah everybody is unique blah blah blah… It is good too to have the humility to accept that we are not so special, neither you nor I).
– Many jealous guys/frustrated girls do not manage to assume their desire and write me only to offend me or threaten me. These people do not not want to be happy, but they do not want either that the others are him. Instead of trying to bring you up, that makes a burn out in their brain and they would prefer to bring everybody down. So, they legitimize the fact that they do not have to make effort.
– There is a particular case of the poor guys who want to shine by demonizing me. They cry out loud that I am for a jerk and a pervert… all this to contrast then to try to bang the girls “no, I am not like that me thus suck me bb plz”. These guys are dishonest and understood nothing to the women: their strategy to fuck, is to not be a sexual threat. So stupid ! The truth, it is because they are afraid of seeing the reality. The truth which is that having naughty thoughts is totally normal, for men like for the women. Otherwise, explain me the success of certain songs like “Gimme a man after midnight”, “Why don’t just fuck” or “Blurred lines”. Truth which is also that the dirty sex is not more degrading for the woman than for the man… A cunnilingus and a blowjob, it is more or less the same thing. It is a little bit difficult to understand for the macho men with badly placed ego but this fantasy of purity is counterproductive : no woman will ONLY want you JUST you. Then, why so much wickedness ? Why are you pissed off if I am happy and if they are filled ? It tells its own story on you, rather negatively moreover. Frustration, when you hold us. I thus shall not answer the messages of hatred because I only wish to give love (why would I dedicate my time to explain the life to narrow spirits while I would not even be paid?) For people who wish that I help them, know that I receive many messages, I thus kindly request you to verify that the answer is not obvious and/or is not already on my blog before asking me PLEASE because I do not have time to handle everything in these conditions. Thank you.

I end by answering those who blame me for not having invented all what is in my books: it is partially true… so what ? My style of pick up is similar to the fast-seduction (because it is what works the better) and my books thus resume these principles (I did not know everything and someone had to explain to me). I was inspired by several PUA including Sixty, Brad P, Liam McRae, John Alexander and Love Systems (especially that these same coaches invented nothing either, most of the concepts had already been approached by Cost of Success, Gunwitch, Ijjjji, Gone Savage and certainly many others before them). However, if you had read before speaking, you would know that I quote all my sources, that I synthesize them and appropriate everything (by testing on the field to see what works in France) before writing MY VERSION. Because yes French and American Game presents some small differences which are related to the mentality of people (with them the society works in the merit, our society is more divided into social castes) even if grosso-modo the dynamics are the same everywhere (we all have more or less the same genetic programming). And still more important, contrary to a lot of people, I do not write when I do not master: I write only when I know about what I speak otherwise I shut up… there is thus a quality security in my products. Then, if we speak ethics, needs to know that most of the ebooks and coaches do not cite their sources, THEM. In brief, I have nothing to hide, it is even for this reason that I always propose a free extract on my sales letter pages (moreover you understand easily that if you do not read more than the free extract IE 20 % of the book, your game will not improve as much as it could have).

Now, it’s up to you if you wish to trust me : I have an enormous culture of the seduction. I read tens even hundreds of books. The great majority in English, I thus had to translate them. Then, I tested to push aside bullshit and what does not work here in France. I do not think that it is always necessary to reinvent the wheel, but rather to base on what our predecessors did to go farther, and it is exactly what I do in my ebooks. If you want to do all the work yourself, you can of course, but you will need several years. I thus suggest you saving time and efforts by presenting you the best. I just try to democratize the sexual satisfaction (fuck it is beautiful what I have just written) to share with you all this information and experience. Seriously, how many people go to the nightclub or on dating sites to fuck and really have sex at the end of the night ? Both parts want to but nevertheless it doesn’t work… it is necessary to fight these blockings because ignoring the problems is not going to solve them. It is also necessary to see things under the following angle : by wanting to save the €25 of an ebook, how many euros do you lose while you find completely normal to give your cash to maffiosos who have clubs or dating sites without making profitable your investment? I know a guy who is so unhappy with his love life that he has for diversion (to flood his sorrow) to buy flat panel display which cost €3000… But buying an ebook at €29 which would free him, no he doesn’t want, too much pride… But well he finally punishes himself! In brief, it’s up to you if you prefer put your money in the alcohol or other shits which hurt you or to invest it to open eyes on a number of points which will make you happier and will help you to move on (and no, the click will not come alone otherwise you would already have had it… me too I bought books in my early stages and I still buy some when that seems interesting to me, there is nothing to be ashamed of). Let’s say that it is not because my ebooks are not very expensive compared with my competitors that they are less good, I simply wanted to make accessible knowledge: that would have made me win years in I found that in my early stages and this is why I wrote them and share them with you!

To date, I wrote two ebooks and my readers came out with increased stature:
– The (inconvenient) truth about gender relations (let me introduce it)
– How to sublimate your body language (let me introduce it)
– You can see my other products here.

The first one, The (inconvenient) truth about gender relations, is self-sufficient. Rather than advertising it during one hour, I copy-paste the e-mail which one of my readers sent to me after having read it « Your book changed my life because you understood everything. My game is really inspired by your book now and since that day I get laid. No need to get damn bored with routines, or C&F or I do not know what, it is only about sexual tension. Now I let the girl talk (70% of the conversation : stoical face in front of her whatever she says) and I play on kinos, on getting closer and on the paraverbal (deep look, BL, voice, half-smiles etc.) to make the sexual tension rise. To me, it’s the best ebook of the game… if I had read that when I started learning the seduction I would not have read something else. » Roughly, it will teach you how to not be awkward in situation of sexual tension and even to enjoy this tension. The second is a little bit different approach which allows a better understanding of seduction and to further examine certain concepts. It is more “traditional”.

This money helps me (but unfortunately not enough to make me live) and motivates me to continue to write this blog which you like, I hope (because having a website is not free). To study pick up… Needs to eat, needs to get dressed, needs to have a few money to go out, etc. And the hosting of a website, it is not free. Thus, do you find it squalid to sell ebooks which help people ? If they are not bullshit (if you are not too stupid you have to doubt you that miracle solution = commercial shit), that is widely worth 30€ to learn how to make profitable the nights out).Where I join you it is that there are many shitty ebooks, written by people who know nothing and who content with plagiarizing approximately famous authors just to make money. I’m not saying that it is necessary to reinvent the wheel every time but at least to propose a method a method which works, by having tested it to be sure. We are sorely lacking guys who speak with frankness, with their balls! We are lacking quality contents! I say to myself that on the long term, the public will know how to make the difference! I prefer to be honest with my readers. Thank you if you buy my products or use the links of the blog to buy others! You help me to continue the blog ! I cannot lead alone this fight against the close-minded people and these ridiculous taboos.

It’s the same thing with the likes on Facebook, the re-tweet or the subscribers on Youtube : that encourages me and make me want to continue ! That costs you nothing but that helps me a lot and really makes a difference for me. If you knew what send me sometimes certain haters, you would say to yourself that it’s a pity that people have the criticism (often unfair) easier than the sharing or the positive comments. But it’s the way people are… hoping that you’re different ! You can easily do me a big favor (it’s free and quick) : please copy this link www.diaryfrenchpua.com and send it to at least one person you think is likely to be interested in this blog (or who would really need it). Everybody knows someone ! Or talk about it on some forums or on your websites PLZ ! I need you, assume, don’t be ashamed because you read an ebook of seduction… assuming is moreover the first step towards your liberation of the social pressure, your future self-fulfillment and your success!

What is the problem with the fact that a guy who does not know how to give an orgasm to a woman wants to learn? He wants only to give love, pleasure, to do good. What pisses you off it is not rather that you do not have no courage to give it a try then you prefer criticizing those who train hard and make a success? Why frustrated, shy, uncertain guys, etc. could not learn the state of mind of those who are successful with the women. Of course, sex can be an objective just like a serious and spread relation. It is necessary to understand it : women like as much, if not more, sex as us. Moreover, the girls have a sense of the seduction naturally more sharpened than the men (and they are early on us about that). Already because they learn very young to make us senile thanks to their charm (that begins with dad) and then it is a question of survival for them to compensate for the fact that we have on average more physical strength than them.

I do not expect to have changed the world but I hope I have given you lines of thought through this text (and to have make you want to fight to succeed). Some will have found me brilliant, others will have found me obnoxious, but I don’t think I have left a lot of people unmoved. That’s the point.

While waiting for the continuation of my adventures (in 2014) I suggest you reading some old Field Reports because they speak about people or about events I told in this diary.

May the God of the Game be with you !

December 25th 2013,

This Field Report was written by Virginie (my open relationship). She wrote it for her, spontaneously, then sent him to me because she found that a feminine vision of the pickup was missing on my blog. I also think that she used it to tell me more easily what she really thought.

The beginning of the end, written by Virginie

I hesitated for a long time to write in black and white what is going to follow. If I did it, what to write? How ? Sharing it or keeping it for myself? Finally, one night, I had a revelation. I knew how I was going to start and, like every time I write, the rest would come alone (watching Pulp Fiction at 2 am works pretty good for me).

Well, enough talking. Let’s turn to serious matters.

Saturday, September 7th 2013. This afternoon would mark the beginning of a new me. Or, rather, the emergence of the real me. Except that I did not know it at the moment. To tell the truth, I suspected I would not really be the same after. Well, here I was, that’s it ! (wouah, this could be the introduction of the best of the worst B-movie! but I assume).

Well.

Last weekend before going back to college. I spent the afternoon at the swimming pool of a friend in Aix. Until there, nothing very grandiloquent. Except that then, at 5:45 pm, I moved on with my third date with a guy met on Adopteunmec. A boy called Fabrice Julien. We started talking at the beginning of the summer. Because I worked at night 3 or 4 days a week, I read his blog and his various e-books the other nights, just to stay awake and not lose my timing (yeah, not bad as an excuse, right?). Thus one might as well say that I knew very well who I was going to meet. Where from the mixture of stress and excitement a few minutes before the moment M. Moreover, I remember very well the confusion which reigned in my mind when he came and opened the door of his building. I hesitated between following him, telling him that it was not me (mistaken identity) or running away. Then I remembered that the biggest risk in life is not taking risk at all. Thus I took a deep breath and followed him. His confident and relaxed attitude helped to lower my stress but not to calm down my tyrannical Superego. Especially that the few people to whom I had spoken about this date had pressed me to have a change of mind. It is certainly why I persisted in wanting to go there. And, anyway, I had to take the bus at 7:15 pm thus I would only have to spend 1h and 30m with him. It is nothing, 90 minutes, in a life (in any case, it is what I repeated to myself when we were in the elevator). Once at home, he drank a tea and I took a hot chocolate (yeah really, a hot chocolate on September 7th, what’s the problem?!). Then, as agreed on Adopt, we settled down in his room to watch The Lion King (he had never seen it, I had to correct this horrifying lack of culture, especially because this movie is directly inspired by Hamlet, thus it is so classy!). In one of our discussions, he had suggested me watching the movie in underwear. Because I have nothing to be insecure about, I accepted. Then, to me, being in underclothes or in swimsuit it is the same thing so it didn’t bother me. It is thus half naked, in the dark, that he launched the Disney.

Conclusion: I will never see The Lion King in the same way. Before, I had never enjoyed the carnal pleasure(s). But that, it was before. And indeed I have to say that he was great: in spite of my passivity and my refusal to go up to the end (my little Jiminy Cricket was completely terrified, a first time that does not take place this way normally, then, as a total perfectionist, I was afraid of doing it bad, of being ridiculous or I do not know what else), he gave me all the same a lot of pleasure. I felt guilty that it went only in one direction but I was not able to do anything, still too much blockings. However, this first contact with Eros was a decisive moment in the work on me I started two months ago (namely: less thinking, more debauchery). I wanted to continue, I knew that I was on the good way to become happier and in accordance with myself. Well, OK, three dates were necessary so that I finally feel ready. But I absolutely do not regret. I became more confident, accepting with my rhythm the idea to lose control, not analyzing or intellectualizing everything and, in other words, to finally be myself. Fabrice was really patient and I guess that I would never thank him enough for that.

Since that day, we continue to see each other regularly. I would never have believed it possible : me and long relations, it is not compatible. But this one is different. And this is why it works. I just hope that it will not stop too fast, I still have some blockings which I would like to overcome. Then seeing him allows me to test a lot of receipts of cakes and to watch a lot of movies, it is rather practical.

In summary, I recommend Fabrice, he is a good report quality / price (especially that it is not me who pays the shopping for cakes). And, all the same, the word of the end (just for the pathos): thank you.

NB : it is her mother who pays for ingredients, not me.

December 23rd 2013,

Today, I think that it is interesting to review the progress of Padawan.

Padawan is a childhood friend who left to Lille for the studies, a few years ago. He was in couple during 4 years with a castrating girl then lived during 2 years with a girl who got fat and meanwhile who did not want that he touches her during the last 6 months of their relation… while they slept in the same bed every day. When he decided to show his balls and to leave her, at the beginning of the year, she did not understand and started crying. In her opinion, he was acquired for life and had to undergo her whims ad vitam aeternam! It is the case of many men incapable to rebel against the system.

In parallel, my lifestyle made him dream. But these girls had to really be a pain in the neck so he takes the plunge. So that he understands that this kind of love which everybody seems “to look for” is not what makes really happy, it makes people subdued and dependent. Because yeah, the comfort of the couple and the pressure exercised by the society so that people comply with this model, even if it does not make really happy, are difficult to overcome. That needs, among others, to have the courage to think alone (think by yourself it’s more complicated than it seems).

Well, he is intelligent, Padawan. He has a scientific spirit and formation. He is also a sportsman: he goes in for sport almost every day, is black belt of tae kwon do and eats healthy (he does not drink alcohol except good wine or quality beer).Roughly, he has really nothing to envy me: tall, handsome, brown hair and blue eyes, the square face, the striking abs, etc. Nevertheless, he had a hard time at his beginning with the girls at the beginning of the year…

He thought that it was enough to be a little bit cute and to approach girls to kiss them and sleep with them. Logical but totally false reasoning. He quickly became disenchanted. It seemed crazy to him that the girls do not come to him when he was the cutest of the club. It seemed crazy to him to see them making out with fat and ugly guys just because they were the waiters. It seemed crazy to him to not be capable of approaching all the pretty girls while he was nevertheless determined, to feel this anxiety of approach which paralyzed him. When he started to have enough balls to approach girls, he was surprised to be treated like a shit by girls who have nothing exceptional, and who objectively do not deserve him, just because they have the sexual power and because the other guys lick their ass (and because they do not know how to recognize a quality guy). He was surprised to see that the women have the sexual power but cannot use it because of the diktats of the society and that most of people thus live in sexual poverty (like him before but he did not even realize it). It seemed crazy to him to realize that what creates the attraction for a man doesn’t necessarily creates the attraction for a woman : it is not about a simple transposition of desires otherwise everybody would be good at seduction.

Like me, he got slapped a lot, and had to change his attitude to have results. It is what consolidates me in the idea that the physical appearance is secondary, I mean that of course it helps him to be hot…but if he had not this mental of competitor given by the martial arts (not feared of getting knocked, here in the ego, not feared of getting up and of trying again) if he had not become more confident and impertinent (in spite of the fact that conditioned bitches try to make him feel guilty for that), if he had not stopped putting the girls on a pedestal (they feel this weakness and take advantage of it to stuff this kind of guys)… He would not have the level which he has today. Even if he now meets new problems!

Him, who had slept with and kissed only 2 girls in his life. Him, who thought he could count as conquest a girl to whom he had held the hand in the street but not dared to kiss. He now has slept with a thirty-year old (Buddy of the girl of the Street Fucking) but because she was backed into a corner by her internal clock she put the pressure on him to start a “serious relationship”. It is the trap in which many guys who begin to have results fall, because they do not know when they will have another girl. Besides, because you share something with the girls with whom you sleep, the sex is not only mechanical, many confuse this link with love because they know nothing to it. In brief, he told me “she is cute, she is a good fuck, but she does not absolutely correspond to what I expect from a woman” and nevertheless he saw her every 1/2 evenings, they went to the restaurant together, etc. I thus had to wake him up : finding a girlfriend is not an objective of winner, it is better to look for a girl who SINCERELY tempts us to be in couple.

In brief, he found the strength to break up. He then picked up an American. This time, he told her “no couple” but behaved all the same like a guy who wants a couple. “Even if I want nothing more with her because she is not a sportswoman, she is too much well-thinking, she eats anything, etc. I want to treat her like a princess.” He invited her to the restaurant I do not know how many times, he showed her the city, made her come in his family… I dunno what he wanted to prove but the girl had feelings for him, she moreover tried in vain to make him feel jealous with other guys and he eventually had to break her heart. It is really important to join the attitude to the word in seduction, at the risk of hurting the women.

Then, the case of the Spanish. Picked up in an Erasmus bar.“ We decide to return by car, and her friend left before to leave us alone. From this moment we devour like crazys parked in front of the gate of the student halls of residence. I regrettably only tasted her breasts and very firm buttocks. As soon as I wanted to go into high gear she prevented me from it, certainly to give her a clear conscience. « I am now going to sleep now » She tells me that but I catch her again! And this three times. We both couldn’t handle more sexual tension but she preferred not being thought of as a whore or I do not know what… fuck off ! In brief I give her three dates to go up to the end… After that she will have missed her opportunity.” Actually, she wanted to see him again) twice, and acted twice the same way : she did not to want to sleep asked to see him again. Totally crazy, this chick (like a lot) ! They don’t want “to be thought of as whores” with a guy of whom they would like to develop loyalty then they do not sleep with him. The guy, if he is a little bit alpha and if he can have other girls, he clears off with a less boring one, yeah ! As far as you like the guy, if you know he is not a sucker who is going to judge you, why going back home frustrated, 3 times in succession moreover, instead of spending a delicious night which will give you sublime memories for all your life? Knowing that after you can see again the guy to continue to have fun from time to time if the connection is there?

Fortunately, there are not only complicated girls like that. He went to Lyon to see a concert, met this quite cute inhabitant of Lyon (they maybe have a “less pain in the ass” mentality over there). Then, he went back there to spend a few days at her home. They made love of course, she told him that she “had never had so good orgasms like that”. They are still in touch, she is soon going to come visiting him in Aix and he will go back to see her. That it is a healthy and fulfilling relation. Why going without it?

Otherwise, he found a girl in the area too. He tells : “Well, sometimes, the fate does things right. I had a walk one evening with a friend in Carrouf with a friend and we met a small very cute brunette. She called out to us, she knew my buddy. We discussed, she has something special which makes her sparkling. I gleaned some information then we went out to go to a barbecue. I said to myself that it was a good target and that I had to see her again then I found her Facebook and after a small sexual trying to pick up via Facebook at the beginning of the week, I saw her yesterday. Short but with very attractive proportions, her face is always smiling, she made herself beautiful with makeup and thus wanted to go farther than a simple date, I like it. We went out to drink a hot chocolate, the chick was impressed by my physical appearance when we walked, I saw it in her eyes. I had not too much paid attention on that the first time. Well they did not serve hot chocolate there, then we both took a soft drink. I did let her speak by placing funny remarks. This girl does not smoke and does not get drunk, she thus has all my attention ! We did not hear each other anymore there so we had a walk on the Cours Mirabeau and then I suggested her settling on a bench. She is a real blabbermouth, it is the first time I fall on a similar smooth talker but plunging my eyes into hers created confusion. Some kinos later, we left towards the parking holding each other to warm. Arrived near the elevators, she continued to yack, I would have had to use my balls and to kiss her when she spoke but well I have waited that she finished. On the other hand I did not know what to do, she kissed strangely… a lack of experience maybe… I told her to relax it was a little better. Some kisses later she drove me to my car, I am going to have to make her understand that I won’t judge her if we meet again to give orgasms to each other ! In any case she is motivated to see me again. To be continued soon certainly !”

Guess what, they went on 2 or 3 other dates. He took the initiatives: she was wet like crazy but did not want to fuck. As a result, he told her “shit” (he acquired enough internal strength to say fuck off to the girls who mess around) and put her in the refrigerator during two months (because he is not a dead of hunger man). She apparently found nothing better meanwhile, then she a little thought by herself and saw where was her interest. She thus contacted him again, just after our aggression, at the end of October. He tells “All things come to who waits. Yesterday I had a date with her, small very cute brunette whom I had gamed in September. We did not meet since I had told her that I was free and that a couple was not on the agenda for me… With the story of Friday, I went there especially to change my mind. She picked me up at about 8:30 pm at my home, she was still so hot ! We gave each other a kiss and went to a nice restaurant in Puyricard. I did not want to end up alone with a woman in Aix for obvious reasons IE the psychopaths of Friday… We chatted on the road, I explained her more in detail the aggression then we changed of subject a little. We arrived. The restaurant is classy and there were only two couples eating: We were quiet, perfect! The dinner took place well and the waitress took care of me when she saw my plaster at the hand. I didn’t start sexualizing before the dessert, I don’t know why. Furthermore I did not really talk about the massage that we had meant ! At the time of paying, the waitress, intrigued by my plaster, asked me what happened. Once the story told, she started gaming for me! By addressing to her: “take care of him” followed by a wink and other sentences with really obvious allusions! In her car, I thought that we were wisely going to return, I was wrong ! Ah ! the excuse of the massage, it is so good (the excuse and her). I did my best to give her a massage with only one hand but she liked that, then I did stick to her I caressed her, blew her in the blow, resumed my massage. I did not kiss her to make the tension rise. We eventually were unable to resist… we found a very dark place to continue our somersaults in her car. She had a very meaning look! You know this look of the mad nymphomaniac, too good ! That was probably one of her best fuck: “You are doing great for a guy with a plaster”, “you are awesome !”. I have to admit that she was good too, especially that in her toyota yaris we were really tightened! She is not thin but everything is firm, especially her small breasts. I feel so good and happy ! The following ones had better watch out !”

Well. He still sees her frequently, that it is cool, but he lets her hope a little too much to my taste. Because even if he speaks to her about the other girls with whom he sleeps and about the foursome we made, that annoys her and he continues to bring her to the restaurant several times a week, to present her his friends, etc. She yet begins to say that I disgust her and that I have a bad influence on him, she would want that he stops seeing me. In my opinion, this well-thinking simpleton is going to try to catch him and become possessive because sheidealized him… He thus has to learn to manage better his open-relations, to do not leave them fake hopes, but for the rest he became rather good. Within one year of Game, thanks to his open-mindedness, he has much better results than many players I know! He overcame a great deal of blocking points, and I am going to try to help him to overcome the last ones next year! Our duet works very well because I help him to become happy, spread and free in his love life and he helps me to improve my lifestyle (sport, alimentation, people I spend time with, etc.)

May the God of the Game be with us !

PS = I am anxious to tell a new anecdote to illustrate again that the attitude is more important than the physical appearance. I have a buddy who arrives at nothing usually (he slept with 2 girls in his life, does not dare to approach and even less to take initiatives, etc.) Except that I told him my threesome with the Red-haired. Then, he approached her on FB. He was very sexual and took initiatives BECAUSE HE TREATED HER AS A GIRL WHO HAS SEX. If he had tried to pick her up without I told him what I did with her, he would never have dared to speak to her like that and never he would have slept with her. The bottom line is that it is necessary to be sexual and to think that ALL the girls are sexual beings. Of course, there are a lot of conditionned, formated, frustrated, inexperienced girls whom that will frighten. But it is the mindset which is important. Because this mindset will make you fuck more quality girls way more easily (and too bad for those who don’t want to have fun).